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us are really into the lifestyle, if you know what I mean. I
know I'm bisexual and I suspect she is too. We're both going
to settle down and find husbands some day.... Which kind of
brings me to the next thing." She took a deep breath and
looked at Pat "Why don't you have a girl friend?"
"Wow, you don't hold back do you? Well this is the time
where I'm suppose to say something about standards and
saving myself for Mrs. Right, but I won't bullshit you. Look at
me, I'm not the kind of guy girls go for." Pat was bone skinny
and had a baby face that made him look about fourteen.
"It's just, you know, the image. It's like falling behind in
math. In high school I looked like I was twelve. Everyone just
assumed I was some sort of gifted student and treated me
like I was made of kryptonite unless they needed lunch
money." he hesitated. "Now in college, I'm so awkward.
Everyone has all this heartbreak and experience to fall back
on.... I don't know, I just kinda gave up."
"You know something, your gonna love that baby face of
yours someday. Trust me. And girls may love tough
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experienced guys, but women love tender guys who will listen
to them."
To punctuate her statement Julie leaned forward and
kissed Pat full on the lips. It was not a friendly kisses. It was
a blow-your-socks-off, I-didn't-know-you-still-had-your-
tonsils, if-we-don't-get naked-in-the-next-five-minutes-I'm-
gonna-die-kiss. Pat thought he lost consciousness.
Julie guided Pat to the bed and pushed him back. She
removed her blouse and crawled on top of him. Then she
slowly unbuttoned his shirt. He tentatively reached for her
breast and touched it softly. She cooed and pressed his hand
harder against it. He let her lead, and soon found himself
naked laying beside her. She pulled him close and ran her
hand over his stomach and down over his aching member.
Then, to his mortification, years of sexual frustration released
and he climaxed suddenly and explosively.
"Oh God!, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! Oh God! Oh God!" He
was hysterical and Julie started kissing his face.
"Shhh, it's ok. It ok." She purred and held his head to her
chest and he sighed and wept for a moment.
"I really am sorry Julie." He said with a little more
composure.
Julie smiled "It's ok, it happens. You want to know the
truth? It's a little flattering." She gave him a wicked grin.
If Pat ever doubted how wonderful women were he never
would again.
"I've been dying to do this with you Pat. I care about you,
deeply. I have for a long time."
"How? Why? I mean, What? I mean why me?"
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Julie chuckled "I meant what I said, you are funny,
handsome and sensitive. And any woman would be thrilled
with you."
Pat's hands started to touch her again and Julie smiled and
lay back for him.
"I just, you know. want to touch you, look at you."
"Lover you can do anything you want."
As it turned out, Julie spent the night and he did indeed.
* * * *
Pat sat back at the table and watched Julie and Samantha
together. He couldn't help feel a little jealous and guilty. They
had decided they would keep their affair secret as long as
they could, since she and Samantha intended to break up in
the summer anyway. Somehow it was karmic that he finally
had a girlfriend but he couldn't say anything for fear of
hurting her lesbian lover.
On a brighter note, David seemed more himself tonight
than he had been in a while. Maybe he was settling down. He
seemed happy and relaxed and totally with his friends
tonight. Though the argument had drifted into the realm of
masochism and sadism yet again.
Typically it was Wayne or Julie that would attack David,
but tonight Wayne was alone in the assault. Julie sat on the
sidelines as best she could, and Pat smiled at her, knowing
that his words had an impact on her.
"How can you call something like that love? I know you've
told me again and again, but I just don't understand how you
can get off by someone hurting you!"
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"Wayne, how many time do I have to tell you? Pain is just
a part, a small part, of what a dominant/submissive
relationship is all about. It's what the pornography magazines
focus on because that's what makes good picture. It's like
saying that heterosexual relationships are strictly about
fucking. Or a lesbian relationship," nodding to Samantha and
Julie "Is strictly about oral sex. If I'm not mistaken, sex
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